Pure Death

you feel like a puppet
you want to be productive,
you want to make a change,
you want to do something!
but can't?
instead you sit here thinking,
thinking about life
thinking about your future
trying to have hope...
you're in a daze, and accept it
why?

you once had motivation,
and now there is some,
however so weak
you are content with doing nothing
is this a spirit?
should you lay down
and sleep it away?
but tomorrow is another day
another day to drift further away
from the desire to complete a goal
a goal....
that you will never reach?
you can...
you know you can

you finally do try,
and feel lazy and unmotivated
it's time to put it off
hope to feel motivated another time
can you break free
from this state of paralysis?

what about free will?
can you choose
what you want to do?
do you know
what you will choose?
you can change now, right?
is this an endless downward spiral,
an endless path of unaccomplishment?

or are you being realistic?
you know what is worth trying
you know what will fail

-jag